Working again

18 augustus 2011 2 reacties Article papa

Today was very hard. Yesterday I started working again after my absence and yesterday it felt quite good. Something different for once. Or am I just pretending? I thought not, yesterday. Last night I had trouble sleeping again, I was tossing and turning. This morning I woke up sick, just like yesterday, but still I Lees verder

Funeral

16 augustus 2011 2 reacties Article papa

Yesterday was my Dad’s funeral. I felt sick and kept on turning in bed all night. Had terrible nightmares about my boyfriend getting sick and being in the hospital. When I woke up I felt even worse. It felt as if I was really sick. I couldn’t eat nor drink that day. I struggled eating Lees verder

Dad’s birthday

13 augustus 2011 2 reacties Article papa

My dad’s birthday is today, but now with the funeral and all it feels so surreal. We should’ve celebrated his birthday today. He would be 65 – finally deserving his pension as he looked forward to it. Cards of companies are delivered by mail, it hurts to see on every enveloppe: Happy Birthday Cor. We Lees verder

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Pain and silence

10 augustus 2011 2 reacties Article papa

Op de dag dat ik mijn laatste blogpost schreef kreeg ik laat op de avond een telefoontje van mijn moeder. Op dat moment wist ik niet dat dit ene telefoontje mijn leven zou veranderen. Mijn vader is afgelopen vrijdag 5 augustus aan een hersenbloeding overleden op zijn geliefde vakantieadres, maar veel te ver van huis… Lees verder

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